the fall.

What i expected of the downfall of 3 Merah 2006 during the annual Gymnaestrada didn't come true, thankfully. But i still can't deny the fact that most 3 Merah-ans are rather stuck up and they face an enormous attitude problem. I myself am one of those rebels who can't seem to stop making noise but at least i know my limits, unlike some people.

So there wasn't a downfall. We actually managed to win with our big smilie faces we kept emphasisin' on. There's a long story behind Gymnaestrada and i don't wish to continue about it.

Here i am, writing my blog on a schoool day. I didn't go to school today due to my fall. I was playing basketball and some girl tripped me (Probably by accident unless she really hates me. =D) and so i tumbled and fell. Thank God it was after the competition.

After the fall, i couldn't get up. I lied there for a few minutes. I couldn't even sit up straight. The pain was agonizing. It wasn't any ordinary fall. If it was just a normal fall, i would have cleaned my wound and continue playing. But 10 years of sports, I never once had an injury like this, never a sprain, never a cramp. To top it off, i had to fall on our school's basketball court. The condition of our basketball court is just simply... Horrible.

Well, it wasn't the wound that hurt. It was more internal than external. The wound caused me no pain at all. But i had to get up on my feet someday. Keep in mind that our basketball court isn't indoor therefore i was lying under the sun with my friends around me. I didn't really feel the heat out there. Maybe because i was focusing on my leg. My first-aiders were saying it was real hot so i couldn't just think of myself. I beared with the pain and headed to the shed. What used to seem like 3 seconds felt like days to get to my destination.

There were laughter and tears. Me as usual always laughing, didn't really see the pain already. I didn't want to focus on the pain coz i know our mind can do wonders. When i say it doesn't hurt, it doesn't. Everything is in the mind. But occasionally when i laugh, it some how seems to effect my injury, causing tears to flow down my cheek, but still, i laugh. It was a Wednesday, so i stayed back till 1700, despite it all. Basketball practice was as usual, i couldn't be out there training them this time though. I was just watching them all have fun. It's weird, i sat for at least 4 hours but i didnt even feel pain on my butt. XD

When it was close to 1600 hours, i tried to walk. Coz if i don't do it now, how will i ever get to the car. It started out really slow. Step by step. I looked like liang po po. But later on i gained my rhythm. LOH Mun Yee was with me since the time i fell. Thank you. Of course i have to thank CHIANG Mun Yee for helping me get my lunch too. Obviously, i can't forget my other friends for being there for me too. Thank you all. And Wen Jean and everyone lar. The list is simply just too long.

Night finally arrived. Of course i was back home already. I had to go for tuition as usual. Getting up there was really easy. Slow, but easy. But coming back from tuition. Wow... It was really bad. Tears kept continuing to wet my face. I was really in pain. Every step was bad, i tried not to think about it but the pain just simply took control over my mind. Ouchie.

On thursday, i did go to school. But today i just couldn't budge. I'll be going to see a doctor if this goes on. I just can't think right now, all that happened already happened. I just can't manage to get them all listed down here. Till then...