Friday, April 03, 2009

PISSED!

'cause i have to go down and up 4 floors for roll call every single day.
'cause i played tennis like crap today.
'cause i still dunno what to do about my class.
'cause i'm worried about my grades even though i'm doing quite well for now.
'cause i no longer go for Mr. Huan, whose classes are so good, i can use his SPM stuff for 'A' Levels.
'cause i want a teacher that can teach me more than what i need to know.
'cause i don't know whether i have a teacher that can teach me more.
'cause i've gotta count on myself now.
'cause i'm not going back to Melaka next Friday during Good Friday.
'cause that means i'm going to fishing miss modern dance!
'cause i can't go back for campfire.
'cause i miss everything that's happening back home.
'cause i miss my family.
'cause i miss my friends.
'cause i miss my dog.
'cause i miss my life.
'cause i miss basketball.
'cause i miss dancing.
'cause i miss singing.
'cause i only joined tennis in RJ.
'cause i wanna join council.
'cause i wanna join jazz.
'cause i wanna join street.
'cause i should have done it.
'cause it's prolly too late now.
'cause i have to be more committed to tennis since i'm in the team.
'cause even though i'm in the team, i still play crappily.
'cause i'm like... such a loser in RJ.
'cause i miss not being a loser in IJ.
'cause the event of IJC adding me on facebook is in the past.
'cause now, i have to add myself in RJC's facebook.
'cause i miss the past.
'cause i'm living in the past.
'cause i'm living in some place other than the present.
'cause i'm not much of a leader in the present.
'cause i'm just a follower in the present.
'cause i want to do something big and i can't do it YET.
'cause i'm still planning for the big thing.
'cause i might not be able to do it.
'cause my network in Singapore ain't wide enough.
'cause i'm nobody in RJ.
'cause i'm sitting among the audience in RJ.
'cause i miss being ON stage in IJ.
'cause i'm just another person in RJ.
'cause i miss being known IJ.
'cause of lotsa other little things.
'cause i don't have it big.
'cause i complain and come up with excuses more than the measure i take.
'cause i have to move on!
'cause i have to go for roll call now!



ALSO
'cause it's/i'm so blardy long winded, no one will read it and no one will sympathize my situation. xD
'cause i'm so blardy OCD, i keep having to edit this.

2 comments:

陈一豪 said...

About knowing more, there's always Wikipedia : )

I go to main page every night and read all the featured articles, and link on from there.

Ms. Tan said...

Hey, that is a simple yet effective way... I never really thought about it. Thanks a lot. Tuhan abang. LoL. =)