Emo.

I am depressed because I'm in a tight spot. I'm caught between going home and seeing everyone, ALPs and tennis. T.T

Further explanation. T.T

I wanna go home. I wanna take my results. I want to see everyone. T.T

ALPs is this one time thing. It will be very beneficial. If i miss this, I probably won't be able to go for the December trekking in Australia, which would be even more beneficial. Btw, ALPs stands for Adventure Leadership Programme. I was supposed to go for sailing but then it got cancelled due to erm... potential pirate attacks. I'm also sad about that cause kayaking prolly won't be as fun. T.T

Tennis. Miss Tan, my tennis teacher wants me to stay for training. She says it important. But it's only 3 times for the whole duration of the holiday and it's all spread out... The days aren't back to back. I personally think i'd be better off playing back in Melaka. If you're home is in Singapore, it's different, cause every day you get to go back home. Miss Lio, my other tennis teacher said i could go back. But Miss Tan doesn't want me to go back for so long... T.T 

ALPs wasn't a problem before this... But now it is. Cause I just received the e-mail. I'm actually quite happy I got it... Cause there were limited places. Home was my priority for the holidays... Now there's ALPs. I don't mind going for ALPs, cause like i said, it's a one time thing. But there's also tennis and they are all happening at the same time. T.T