a consecutive blow to my ego?

hell yeah...
let me just emo a bit here.
LCC (Leo Charity Concert) was held today.
by changing a last minute song,
i screwed up the lyrics and the tune.
at the end at least.
but most of it was screwed anyways.
but that doesnt REALLY bug me.
what bugs me i suppose,
is how i see to always come in 2nd.
i rather not have got anything i guess.
(i lie some times)

but truth be told.
i'm kinda sad.
be it singing or tennis.
i havent been in my top form.
i guess i dont work well in pressure.
bummer.

on the brighter side...
i had fun in LCC today.
it was much better compared to last year.
performances were extraodinary.
especially broken strings with "i dont love you anymore".
and d2x was good.
but i like that....
whatsitcalled...
some thing joo...
kin joo?
something crew lar.
they were really good.
d2x's popping and locking were good.
that kin joo thingy crew was also equally creative.
unique.
and talented.
props.

back to being emo.
but before that.
i'd like to say thanks.
to all me friends.
your support.
means alot to me.
although i think that plastic cup would mean hell alot more.
sowie. ^^

ok.
emo.
emo...
LCC...
brings back memories.
last year it was dancing for me.
cd didnt play.
couldnt be played.
i really really suck under pressure.
but cd i couldnt help.
love bite...
can't help being random.

anywhos.
aside from LCC.
i just feel like saying.
yes.
i am still waiting here.
for many reasons.

good night.